A FATE CALLED ECSTASY

The circle of life no longer beats with two hearts
I wonder now if it even beats with one
For mine is long lost and diseased
Emergent evolution, proceed if you must
For I am yours to claim

Oh baby, how could you?
I loved you
Atop the cliff I stand upon
I see the beautiful eyes of your aura
Unfolding into my surroundings
And into my soul

The wolves are crying for my soul
In this midnight hour
They feel my heart collapse
With the sight that has been laid before me
Lies tell the only truth that is left
The truth of what you've come to be

Don't try so hard to hide yourself, little one
I know of your ways
You sure know how to bite the hand that feeds
Mine are cut and bleeding and yet you still come back for more
What have I left for you now?
Come and fall into my trap this time
I've got something for you

With your midnight return
I sneak past your barriers with my lips
Send you to a place called ecstasy
Just to see you tremble this last time

Reaching behind me I pull out your fate
It lies within my palm
A single stab and you are crying
Bleeding as I have for so long

Avenging myself, I tease your will
Staring deeply into your eyes
I kiss your lips once more as you gasp
Watch you as you try to get away
I will have you when it's all said and done
so don't you try to run

Now I know what it is like to be alone
Ripping my hair out trying to call your name
Hoping and praying that what I did will not be counted
I sort out my fears and fuck my own soul
All I see is a bloody picture of you
Lying in a tub full of bodies
I did this to you and I did this to me

So with this final visit to your stone
I take the blade unto myself, crying
Bear down in pain as the blood mixes with my tears
Sorry it had to be this way
All and all it was for the best for me
Even though my thoughts will never register all of what has happened in time
My wrists have eternity to forget my mistake
But I am left with one, small moment to remember you