Suffering as my fingers are laced within yours
I escape
Just to be remerged within your chamber of deathless slumber
I speak of within as I realize only outside
You are beautiful

Inside you’re terrifying
And inside you disgust me
You speak your hate with your dominating hands
As you enclose a death grip around my neck
And sever my tempered skull

I dream to understand your ceaseless lashing
But every time I think I’ve got it figured out
It slips through my callous fingers

You’re invisible
But everywhere
Like the cold, damp wind of the sky

I feel alone only while I feel so much physical pain
That my brain overwhelms my emotions
And all I can feel is the pain
And all I want is to be breathing again
Even if it means I’ll be under your careless heart