Disease laced with chaos
In a world torn by hate
You are deaf to endeavor
The cries of tonight

The river steadily flowing
Faded as you parted

You left in a rage
I don’t blame you
It’s too late to take it back
Too late for a second chance
It’s over now
We’ve come to an end

You fled from your pain
The only way you knew how
Ended up in a new world
Although still without me
But also without the pain

I left you
You wondered why
Did I do it for him?
Did I love someone else?
You were unaware

You couldn’t bear to think
That I had finally moved on
After all this time
So you took the knife unto your wrist
And slaughtered what could have been great

The crazy thing about it
Is you died for me
You didn’t take the time to ask me how I felt
So now I face the consequences of your actions
I, and I alone

Crimson now running down my fist
Dripping slowly onto the snow
Burning a scar into the grass
Lying here beside your stone
Telling the world goodbye
Because now I must go in search for you
To explain that you were wrong
I’ve loved you all along

I’m slowly fading
My body has long went numb
Lying here among the snow
I begin my journey to forever
For you