The past actions of my life
Drip slowly from my veins
Every moment I've spent holding you
Is now glaring out at me through crimson

This life we had
Has been destroyed
You knew it was eventually going to end
With her around
I know you loved me
But I couldn't bear to see you look at her
The way you used to look at me

We were two of a kind
Seemed as if we’d been together for years
No problems
No weak spots
Just us in our empty void

To see you walk away from that
Kills me so intently
I will never stop crying for you

We wrote notes
We snuck kisses and hugs
We bent the rules
We did well in school
To make the other proud
We paid so much attention to each other

I remember times
When you'd get a little agitated
If you'd lose a bit of my attention
Now I get none from you at all
How do you think I feel?
So alone
Without anyone to hear me cry

I gave up
You're disappointed, I know
But I couldn't stand my ground
I couldn't wait this long
No more holding on

I'm left with no more than a memory
A fading reflection of us
It's a picture
Us lying together in a snow covered graveyard
In the dead of night

I can no longer hold you
So I have come to this cold graveyard alone
Sitting here now I watch every drop of reflection fall
It's starting to gush
Flowing out from my arm
Drowning me in a memory of you

Forgetting where I am and why
I see you sitting next to me
I reach out to touch your face
Just to open my eyes and see only air

That pushes me over the edge
I grab the knife and drag it through another artery
Making a fist, the blood trickles down
I let a finger free from my fist
And as my vision fades I watch
Every reflection of you
Drip in scarlet from my pinky
Onto the snow
Staining it, as I have been stained
Depriving it of its purity
When there shouldn't have been a single mutation