Why have you swallowed me?
Sent me streaming down your throat
Acids sting me inside
But why would you care?

Destiny is changing her name
While I lie on naked truths
Connecting myself to you
There’s nothing left to do

Dragging my remains along the deserted plains…
Of your heart
I can’t reach forgiveness
For what I haven’t done

I plead, but you still lead
I want to take a stand
The only floor is your floor
So I fall into abyss

Waking up dreading to see your face
As you pound me into the ground
No longer a solitary embrace
But a chamber by which I’m bound

Empty apologies…
Just to make you stop the pain
Returned by an empty forgiveness
Why don’t you just attack my veins?

Given a test of what is real
I see I am not insane
In your eyes I find no cure
Just one black and empty stain

So many questions…
The only one that matters doesn’t care
What happened to the snow?
The graveyard at our special time
Does it even mean anything anymore?

There’s nothing I can say
To show you the extent
My will is dying
I’m tired of trying
If the only attempt is mine

Love is a gossip
Everything gets around
Feelings; hardships
Even what you thought was left behind

Anger strips me of my purity
Sending me to attack
Death is coming and I can’t see you
But what could I say to make you hear this?

Good times now last for increments
Fights dominate my soul
The pain burns into hating
As my tears fall into the sky

Enveloped in this madness
I can hardly stand my ground
Your screams penetrate my skin
As I bleed onto the snow

Nobody thought we’d go downhill
But am I just truly blind?
You attack with so much power
How do I know you’re even real?

I’m bleeding out of my eyes
My clothing is soaked
And my bed is drenched
But you walk by as if it isn’t even there

My life has never been so cold
What must I do to make you see?
The hurting you bestow unto me?

Refusing to comprehend
I’m left without understanding
Your tears drown me in a crimson pool
And you act completely oblivious

The end may be near
Your knife has cut too deep
The wound is crawling to my heart
And all you give to me
To help me live…
Is that empty forgiveness