END OF A BEGINNING

What if everything good in your life
Changed in just an instant?
What if one, convincing lie held the truth
Through deadly deceiving eyes?

Lost in this battlefield
I search for the one I love
What sweet denial I behold
He wouldn't leave me alone to die

What if the one who woke the sun
Suddenly slaughtered the moon?
What if what you thought was reality
Turned into a dream entangled in nightmare?

Where could my life go?
I can no longer see the road in front of me
I have reached a dead end
I guess I shouldn't have taken that wrong turn
But how was I to know
Before it was too late?

What if the one who used to cry for you
Started throwing salt in your wounds?
What if your forever-trusted dream catcher
Finally came unraveled?

Distilled infections
Dripping with destruction
Bloody raindrops filling my eyes
Blurring my vision of this

What if God gave up?
Gave the faith and the love to another?
What if angels really do die?
Disintegrate into thin air

He was my entity
The one who actually mattered
I loved him and I can't live like this
He told me he loved me

I dare to wake to another day
Where the sun hasn't been told to rise
So the day stays cloudy and gray

What if the one who always made things better
Went and made things worse?
What if the one who always seemed so true
Turned out to be true to another?

Chills of dehydration
Burning off this sensation
Goose bumps raining over my body
Toxic fumes from acidic poison
The elusive, flowing of oxidation

What if the fire burning deep inside
Never promised to last forever?
What if your way of life
Suddenly disappeared?

Unbearable blizzard
Eyes stung by the cold
Forced to look the other way
Behind me into my stream of memories

Unfolding the ones drenched in happiness
The way I yearn to feel as of now
But love has long betrayed me
Left me hanging by the neck
Under the grip of his noose
As he slowly tightens his fingers
Watching my life drip from my veins

What if the one who used to say forever
Told you it was over?
What if there really is such a thing
As too much in one person?

His eyes lost the sense of truth
The lies, they bled straight through
The veil has long been pulled back
By the one whose eyes hold the skies
High above the trees

What if the person who always stopped your tears
Is the one who makes you cry?
What if the beginning of an end
Is truly the end of a beginning?