EYES WIDE SHUT

As I lay here in the dead of night
I see your face in my mind
All I'm really looking at
Is the inside of my eyelids
But I get a special tingle inside
Seeing your eyes before mine

I don't want to open my eyes
Because you won't be there
You never are, when I need you

With my eyes still closed
My make believe image of you
Slowly gets closer
You kiss me and I shiver
You hold me close
My body melts
Now my eyes are sealed

Too much disappointment now
To open them
I get to hold you
With them closed
My eyes are more open then ever
When they are closed

I can't have you in reality
So I'll have you in my mind
It's coming to a close
I must open them
There's only one thing different this time
You're here