I don’t know how we got here
But I can’t turn my neck to look back
Because you broke it in your hands
I don’t know why I push you
Because I’ll never have a chance
You dominate
Your love has become a force field around us both
I’m trapped within
And outside forces can’t interfere
Oh how I wish they could interfere
I can’t fight you alone
My ears are weak from your endless shouting
And my eyes are tired of crying for you
My hands are bit and bleeding from feeding you
My arms are burning from the fire you breathe
And my wrists are exhausted from trying to hold you back
My stomach is aching from the blows you are throwing
And my chest caves in to the pain in my heart
So much torment
I can’t go on
The only thing not affected is my lips
Because the last thing you’d give me is a kiss
They are numb and that feeling is sublime
Parallel to so much thrashing
If only you’d open this force field of Hell
I would revive myself even after my heart shuts down
If it would get me away from you