Sparkling and majestic
Icicles throw droplets of crystal to the ground below
Matching the frozen tears that are fleeing from my tattered eyes
Shivering in the cold
I stand alone

If I were anyone else would it have happened differently?
Did it have anything to do with my slate gray eyes?
Was it my faded smile?
My lightened black hair?
My skin, so pale like a winter's night?
Was it even me at all?
No, of course not
It was always you

Deception
Betrayal
I loved you
How could you?

Your graylike green eyes
Oh how they burned and yearned for me
Seemed so tired, but only bored

Your wonderful smile
Oh what a feeling I'd conquer
When those luscious lips would sever across your face
After holding me in just a borrowed embrace

Your kiss
Deep and fulfilling
Always seeming like the feeling was there
How good you are at showing something you don't feel

I never realized that there would ever come a time
When I'd finally have to say
That home is where I don't belong

What did I do so wrong?
Can I make this right?
I'll do anything
It's not like I'm gonna do nothing
I'm always going to be after you
At least until I uncover the reason why you've left

It's peaceful tonight
Snow so silently reaching for the grass
Waiting to be tucked in
As I am reaching out to you
Even though you've moved on
Without me

I'll do anything for you
If you'd just return to these lonely arms
I'll walk in your shadow so you shine
I'll open every door of pleasure you seek
I won't just hold the key to your heart
I myself will be the key
I will not only be your angel
But I will be your Heavens
I won't stand for being just your world
When I can be your universe
I won't just be your everything
I'll be your sempiternity

Trust in me
I'm inside you
Can't you feel it?
I'm no longer growing though
I'm sinking
I'm withering and I'm dying off
Slowly but surely
Without your strong arms to guide me

Nobody has more love in their heart
To fill this gap inside of me
Other than you
And I need you to live, it's mandatory
Without you I cannot breathe

I'm living now on a single gasp of air
The air your love gave to me
What a glorious gift!
But it's draining now as I speak
What can I do when it has long flowed to the ocean?

I'm barely holding on
This seems hopeless
I'm strong and tall
Like walls of granite
So I won't give up

Gasping hard and gasping fast
I reach to the stars for a breath
… nothing

Gasping for air
Reaching for air
And suddenly…
My body falls lifelessly
Into the snow…