Stumbling in the misery of my mind
Trying to see what you want me to find
Fear severs through me
I was lost when I reached you
Pounding and thrusting
Pushing and rushing
Into my heart
The current always changes
Which way is it heading today?
I need an escape
You say you love me
But there was someone who came before
Broken wings need time to heal
So I stop in my tracks to think
This river of my heart
It used to always lead me home
Trust doesn't come so easy once misled just once
I blame all for previous affairs
But I don't want to give up
There just may be a chance
If I follow you this way
Will you lead me home?
Or will you lead me deeper into pain?
Deeper in the depths of this forest
This forest I am lost in
One way is home
The other is intangible
Which is it you have chosen?
I just want to tell you to love me
Leave the pain out of this
Undying love
Not a love that kills
What do I do?
Which way is true?
I want to go home
Live a happy life
No pain
No tears
No fear
Just content and I'd like to do it with you
But how do I know you aren't the same?
Just as low?
Just as cold?
Your fingertips touch my face
Cold and frozen to my skin
Burning a hole in my cheek
Bleeding through so you can feel me
The look in your eyes
Tells me I shouldn’t worry anymore
I should open my eyes and see the resemblance
This is all familiar
Maybe you've led me down the right path
But I can't help but be afraid
All I can say to you
Is to revive me from my tragedy
The endurance of it all
Killed me inside
Mend me
Let me feel comfortable
As you say you wish I felt with you
Walk me home
This river flows onward
Let it freeze over
Let it fade away
Let the trees, the grass, the leaves
Let them all disappear
Let them dissolve
If I'm led further on into wilderness
I'll wither and die
What would it matter?
I have nothing to live for
Except now for you
Save me
Bring me home
Put me to sleep
Brush your frozen fingertips along my face
Hold me close to you
Rest my head upon your chest
Gaze into my eyes
Say I love you
Say it again
Kiss me goodnight
And let me sleep
I'm scared
I'm trembling with fear
Up ahead is a waterfall
Frozen over now
Snow falls upon us
Are we there yet?
I hope you say we're getting close
I need to lie down
Lie down on you
Stopping by a tree
You stop and set to rest
I say come on I don't want to wait
You say come here
I go to you and you pull me down
Lying close to you I feel warm and content
Smiling as I close my eyes
Fear drains from my soul
As I drift off into sleep
Happy to be home
With you