Do you like to see me hurt?
Do you like to see my cry?
Lately all I feel is hate
I thought you loved me?
What about all the vows?
All the promises?
Are they all torn to shreds?

I can no longer believe in what I used to
Faith, hope
Dreams coming true
Maybe someday
But not for me
With you

Now I'm faced with the harsh world
The cold, beating against my face as it snows
The breath of my lingering love
That will eternally bleed from my soul
I need you

I am left with nothing
No more goodnights
To ease my fearful mind
I couldn't help how I felt
I couldn't help but be afraid
And now you've shown me I should have been prepared as well
And preparation just might have saved me now
But it's too late for forging a good grade on this report card of love
Because as long as I can feel it
It's no matter what it reads

Leaving me with a troubled grin
Telling me you'll hurry back
It's been so long now
There is nowhere left for you to roam
But back into these sad and lonely tears

Don't leave me with this pain
I will have no other choice as soon as the clock ends
I must end my ceaseless torment
I must destroy what could have been beautiful
If only it was kept at bay
At ease

But you walked out on me
Turned your back and showed me what betrayal can really be like
How could you?
You said you loved me

We were perfect
No flaws
Like sand on a midnight beach
Like thorns on a crimson rose
Like singing in a concert of my heart
Like green to the grass of life
But something went wrong
What could have happened?

Tomorrow is the day I begin a new journey
One in search of bliss
I will not reach my goal until I reach you
But maybe inside my soul I can find
Enough strength to take me beyond my limits
Take me through this blizzard that is blowing hair in my face
This tornado that is twisting and turning in pain
This rainstorm that is beating me down with every tiny droplet of pain

For now I must ascend to a new place
To a place I thought was so distant in the future
For me
Not anymore
It is the next step to freedom
I feel so weak
Slavery and poverty didn't drive most to suicide
But I have nothing left when it is the one I love and hold so dear

With this last tear
This last breath
This last beat of my heart
This last blink
This last drop of blood
I hold you in my soul
And hope that I go to a place where the unimaginable
Is possible
And something as extraordinary as a miracle
Happens everyday