NOT BREATHING

Rotting in my silent grave
I soak up the musty darkness
My heart has exploded within me
Yet I find a way to open my eyes

I take a breath and feel my lungs concave
Not a pulse left to pump my blood
But somehow I bleed

When I can move I stare at my hands
These are not my fingerprints
I try and I push towards a scream
But I can't seem to swallow this broken glass

I try to hold on to a faint memory
If only my head hadn't been blown open
Why couldn't you have stopped when you penetrated my skull?
My mind, it forgets, I don't know where I am

You have finished once again
Reviving me and then drowning me
You say you know nothing about what I'm telling you
But how can I believe that
When everyday you wake up…
And I'm not breathing