SWALLOWING RAZORBLADES

Your feelings
To me matter most
But I don’t understand
Why you left me for her
She doesn’t love you like I do

I’m swallowing razorblades
Your seeping in lies
I’m hurt not only because you left me
But because I know what will happen

She’s going to hurt you
And that will kill me
To know what I know now
And not stop it
But you told me to stay out of it
So I am

I’m creeping behind you
I’m watching her
I’ll catch her
You’ll see
I don’t want to see you get hurt

You can’t see I love you
You can’t see she doesn’t
All you can see is what you want to see
And none of it is true

I taste blood while you taste love
I feel pain and you’re feeling content
Sadly not for long

You should listen to me
I’d never want anything bad to happen to you
I can barely breathe
Cuz I see your future
Full of tears and scars
Please stop it now
Before it’s too late

I can’t make you see the truth
But I will try my hardest
To make you see
What she’s doing
You’re not her play toy
So give up, she’ll never love you

As long as you’re holding her
I will continue to swallow razorblades
Because it’s how I feel for letting you live
With this con you call a girl

I could have loved you a little more
But it doesn’t matter now

Bone appetite…