THE TIME YOU DIDN'T SPARE

Drenched in sorrow
Enclosed in a moment
This cannot be
I won't let this happen
Don't leave me

Looking into your frail eyes
I lip I love you
You lip it back
Closing your eyes to fight the pain
It just keeps growing

Holding you tight
I kiss you deeply
You kiss back with all of the strength you have
And I gaze into your gray eyes
You lip I love you
And I watch as your eyes roll back
Your body goes limp
Within my arms

I kiss you once more
You don't kiss back
You're gone
I lay you down among the bed of flowers
And carefully place your hand in mine

What will I do?
I love you
I can't live without you

Leaning over your handsome being
I sob into you
Your scent is fading fast
How could you do such a thing?
I love you so much

I didn't make it in time
To stop the blood
To take the razor
From your hand
And now you're gone
Forever apart from my lips
And I'm terrified

You didn't even leave me the time to reply
You said I love you
Your breath got short and your eyes rolled back
Away from me
Forever

I will come to you with my soul
Reply to your last words
Today

Gripping the razor covered in blood
I make a fist
Take the blade unto my arm
Bear down as I cry out in pain
My veins pierce
Stinging with your poison
My tears burn my cheeks
I'm already beginning to fade

Lying down beside you
My lips find their way to yours
And I keep your hand in mine
As the pain overwhelms my mind
I love you

My breath is growing short
Darkness is unfolding
Don't be scared, I'm coming
Vision fades
Life is drained
As my eyes roll back