I’m not who I used to be
Watching your blood trail down my icy hands
Why does time move so fast when you feel the rush of life?

I hear the silence as your heart breaks in two
And shatters to pieces
Like a bottle shattered upon a curb

The sensation of watching your eyes roll back
Fills me with emotion I could never grasp words for
I cry scarlet tears for everybody but you

I am no longer feeling, and no longer living
Always endangering the vivid lives of the innocent
There is no religion

I have realized the truth
I am alone
And I will always be in solitude

Listening to your teardrops
As they rain upon the blood-splattered cement
I hide the blade, and you don't see me coming
I stab you right in the back

Driving off a cliff
I feel the engine feel the release
As gravity takes hold

Singing the silent melody of death on innocent years
I dance around the suffering that shackles me
There lies a poem I cannot end
And a lyric I cannot rhyme

Feeling the carcass rotting inside my head
I am aware of what you've done
But either way, I would have slit your throat
So don't think that what you did pushed me over the edge
I was already hovering
But with your last action
You stomped on my fingers and I fell...
But I caught myself and this is where you are now
Don’t tell me you actually thought you were God?

Dreaming of a room
White and cold
The room where we said our goodbyes
Our final goodbyes
It was all the while cold, like a station room
In a mortuary

I wonder about what could have been
If you would have made it long enough to learn how to speak
I just want a bliss that only comes with pain
And a pain that only comes with bliss

I have your world now
And you have nothing
Except the two eyes you bear
Which you will only have
For a bit longer

I give you the knife
Do as you will
I am nothing, like roadkill
Waiting to be battered and torn to shreds

I fell
And, of course, with falling comes landing
And I landed on your bed of spikes
Fighting with angels and making peace with demons
I need forever
To bathe in your blood